A feeling of being lost; it is floating on a cloud that threatens to suffocate me.
It is like an automatic speech and action without my awareness or my control.
It is looking at the world and blinking to try to remove the blurry fog;
It is hearing and seeing the immediate world and simultaneously feeling very far away.
It is raw fear, it is unfamiliarity in familiar places.
It is being possessed.
It is being haunted everyday by unknown monsters that can be felt but not seen (at least not by others).
It is looking at the mirror and not knowing who is looking back at me.
It is fantasy and imagination; and, above all else, it is survival.
Me in fracture is all of these feelings and sensations, either all of them at once or one through lapses of time.
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